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After Beholding the Stains on My PBR Can

by Jacklin Farley After Beholding the Stains on My PBR Can My beloved whispers against            my bare, open neck – “I want                         your lipstick on everything” –                                     then examines my sleek aluminum                        cylinder again under the dive bar              fairy lights, as if it were somerare mineral specimen or elusive                          icon of unparalleled archeological            import. My paisley-print denim                        mini skirt dampening beneath […]

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Wild Horse Island

by Eric Lochridge Wild Horse Island Our summer road trip ended in Lakeside at dusk,            thunderstorm roiling the water. Gray lake agitated,                        Grandpa’s boats bobbed like ice cubesat the docks. The glare of the dying            day raged in my stepmother’s eyes.                        Her wrath struck like lightningthat always found my body—half-moon marks            on my wrist, archipelago of bruises                        across my thigh.Dad scurried […]

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Panini Maker

by Veronica A. Bettencourt Panini Maker It idles most days. Once onyx groovesfaded to ash gray, it hangs on.Sometimes, it sputters as it grills, as though it knows this could be the last timeits steel ribs cradle sourdough andcheddar, energy rushing through its iron veins, meltingall it touches. I remember the friendwho gave it to […]

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Burial

by Homa Mojadidi Burial If I was there      I could’ve cradled his fallen bodyWiped his blood with      the hem of my dressSmoothed his raven-like hair      placed a final kiss upon his foreheadMemorized the shape and color of his eyes      before I closed them a final timeWashed his body with my tears      placed him in the soft earthBuilt him a monument […]

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Delicious

by Lexi Pelle Delicious The cashier checks to see if any eggs in the carton are crackedbefore carefully setting it back on the conveyor belt. A mother lays the smooth gray stone she pulledfrom her daughter’s pocket into the warm basket beside the washing machine. These delicate displays,small stays against the schlepp toward death. I […]

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Pillow

by Ben Gunsberg Pillow You deserve more than just enough morphineto halter the red-eyed mare. More than this clean, plush thing your head imprints post-splitand exorcism of lymph nodes. More than swift renewal of soft tissue and the infinite viewfrom a hospital room on the fourteenth floor. More than parched hours spent sponging your lips,you […]

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Sarah

by Ivy Raff Sarah Poet Ivy Raff is the author of What Remains (Editorial DALYA forthcoming 2025), winner of the Alberola International Poetry Prize, and Rooted and Reduced to Dust (Finishing Line Press, 2024). She serves artist communities as MacDowell’s Senior Systems Project Manager and as a member of Seventh Wave Magazine’s editorial team. Artist […]

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Woman Peeing in a Barn

by Han VanderHart Woman Peeing in a Barnafter Emmet Gowin (1971) is Edith Gowin, the photographer’s wife is backlit by summer is holding her white cotton gown up is hands gathering at hip bones is legs apart is head turned sideways is relaxed, mouth parted is letting her water flow on the barn floor is […]

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Say Talaq for Me

by Kurt Olsson Say Talaq for Me       After the Russian folk song “Миленький ты мой”(“My Darling”) May your nipples grow weedyas a lunatic’s beard. May the windows in your housegape like the evil eye. May life become a scripturedesecrated of all sense. Oh, my darling, take me with you.There in a distant country I’ll […]

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Fingers

by James Long Fingers Always first to arrive, like armies or spring rain, their conversations with the invisible mind frighten me: how fast they could grab a glovebox flask or tap a Google search for Modigliani nudes. I spread mine out, crowned with their half-moon claws, white-capped and holy as nuns. I wonder if they’re […]

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Let there be No Scarcity of Beauty [Day 46]  

by Jennifer Browne Let there be No Scarcity of Beauty [Day 46]             “Modern economics has a particular view of scarcity, in which human beings have infinite desires, and society must therefore facilitate endless growth and consumption, irrespective of nature’s limits.” —Wennerlind and Jonsson 1. Of infinite desire, I see only one:only one desire, which […]

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Phantom Sting

by Arianna Miller Phantom StingWith a line by Sandra Cisneros What’s love? A brickthrough a windshield; it’s a crimeto be full of passion. And how do we justify it? The weight of a structuralnecessity? Splintering glass? I once let a man tell mehe only wanted me but would not call me his. I was kept  at an […]

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[Tonight you are an insect bound by window-magic…]

by JeFF Stumpo [Tonight you are an insect bound by window-magic…] Poet JeFF Stumpo is a survivor of psychosis and PTSD. These pieces come from a manuscript of prose poem dreamscapes based on actual nightmares he’s had, as well as the hopes and fears of people he cares about. He has a poorly-maintained website at […]

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In a dream, my father asks me to help him die faster

by Kathryn Gilmore In a dream, my father asks me to help him die faster We sit at opposite ends of his hospice bed,wrinkled sheets stained with dried blood and shit. No, we sit on the Mississippi’s brown waves,lurching between every other breath. No, there is no breath. That is, he isn’t inhaling,only releasing one […]

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Mend

by Yoda Olinyk Mend                  I am fifteen. I am not stumbling through a cornfield alone                   at six a.m. I am not plasteredwith vomit. My lips                   are not a swollen gate. My underwear                   is whole––not maimedin my pocket. When a truck pulls over,                  it is not a sinister boy who I can’t place and don’t trust                  urging me into […]

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Catalysis

by Dan Berick Catalysis When I die, I would like to becomeYeast in a rising ball of dough. Sugar to eat, no thoughts,No dreams.Making my little bubblesOf useful gas. Rise, rise. Poet Dan Berick is a writer, husband, father, and lawyer based in Cleveland, Ohio, where he writes about the lives of the quiet people […]

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Anti-Elegy

by Jonathan Aibel Anti-Elegy Beyond the scrim, do the deadremember?  If so, let her remember some other child,the one she wanted, a girl, too good to writeon walls, who didn’t hide in her room, unwillingto talk.  I don’t want to make her into a saint —fold my memory in half, fold the corners, a paperairplane, […]

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If the act of remembering changes the memory, how can you be certain

by Daniel Brennan If the act of remembering changes the memory, how can you be certain you loved him so much? an audience member asksthe Poet. A pause of silence, a shallow coughfrom someone amidst the throng gathered there.The Poet’s eyes do not carry the same greenthat they did before; something in themhas been given […]

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Every Sex Party is Home to a Prophet

by Daniel Brennan Every Sex Party is Home to a Prophet We peel back the black lacquereddoor like the scab from a blister.         Taste the spoiled heat escaping,        that thick cloud of steam as it rises fromthe iron stairwell. Everyone comes         and no one goes. I learn new names for myself        each time. A friend of mine […]

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Buzzard

by Jaycee Billington Buzzard The language of buzzards     is a slow cursive:lazy, looping, skating cumulo     nimbus vowelsand tilted Ts, a round glide     that mimics the curveof bald heads. It’s not messy,     this openness,the cyclical return to grace.     So often the languageof death is harsh, all     consonants, hardedges unsoftened by     the feathered driftof wing, the throaty     weightlessness.It’s a beautiful scrawl,     this gentle handwriting,the way it […]

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Little Quaint House

by Grant Chemidlin Little Quaint House outside, but stepping in, the walls were adorned with naked men. Stretched, voluptuous, leather-bound & gagged, tasteful, but for my still-closeted eyes—the silver glint of the sharpest needle.  I looked both ways before crossing the hall—past the marble ass, Tom of Finland quiet on the table. It was like finding a library buried in […]

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BearTrail

by Robert Eric Shoemaker BearTrail          for Stephanie Michele As the great bear criesstarshine, starshinedip one foot in the lake to test itwhile I take off my shirt, pants, shoes.Turn back to me an owleyes wide; we laugh:I am not Hercules.Comets trail. We get in the water.It reminds me of a childhood mountainwaterfall. Falls overnearly fifty feet, […]

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Stunt Girl

by Lindsay Stewart Stunt girl1                                                                              I practiced insanity in the mirror to satisfythe hundreds, said my own name aloud untilit lost all meaning. Nellie, Nell-ie, Nellie.How will you get me out after I once get in?It was never a question of who I was or howlong I might be there. L gave me a spoon,E […]

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State of Emergency

by Onna Solomon State of Emergency The dream woman chases herempty car down the hillShe is me and I amwatching herfrom my own car When I reach her after hercar slowly rolls awayI hold her inmy arms               her bodyfragile in a way my bodyhas never been fragileI feel the edge of hershoulder blades beneathmy hands               I hold […]

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Inheritance

by Lindsay Stewart Inheritance                                                                           * A mountain lion sounds like                                                        a woman screaming                                 * He taught us how to use a gunwhen we were ten, the same yearwe learned about sex and rapein the same conversation. We weresitting, very still, in the backseatand I was grateful I didn’t have tolook at her while she cried. […]

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Removing the Watermark

by Jessica Hincapié Removing The Watermark At the beginning of every booksomeone always telling youthat they have taken liberties with plot. List of wrong names, puzzled numbershanded to the calf skinned boys of summer.Their mask of horns an already rip. What would you do for the promiseof hearing a word held inside for yearsfinally pronounced […]

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it’s almost midnight and i’m thinking about god

by Izze Goldberg it’s almost midnight and i’m thinking about god it’s almost midnight and i’m thinkingabout god with my crooked kneeskneeling bruised raw numbly askingfor forgiveness.my dad reminds me i’m a sinnermy unanswered prayers remind me i always will bewords echoing in my water-logged mouthFather falling flatLord, if You are willing, You can make […]