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issue 33 Poetry

Self-portrait from Unnamable Year

by Jonathan Everitt Self-portrait from Unnamable Year How often do we not know whatto call a thing until the aftermath?Once, I melted in someone’s mirror,heart a hot rock, heavy in my throat.Presence flipped to absence flapjack-fast.Sheets thunder-rumpled suddenlyby July’s overblown unstable air.Of course there was a downpour.We need reasons to stay alone. To playthe saddest […]

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BRINK

by Alex Braslavsky BRINK I’m talking about the size of my grilledcheese on Valentine’s Day in 2022.I’m bleeding every month. Mencan wear as many goose puffers as they want.In a single day, I have wasted so many darts.A pom-pom appears on the ottoman. In a trice, after orbiting the womb,I was begging for never. I […]

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issue 33 Poetry

11:53pm

by Maslen Bode Ward 11:53pm sometimes I watch pornwhere the woman isan object andthe man looksmad there isusually a womanand a manI am surprisednot to have morematches on hingearen’t I in New York Cityin the porn I watch the woman moansthe man seemslike he’s losing his virginitya man on hinge asksmy favorite three albumsand I’m […]

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issue 33 Poetry

MY GRINDR

after Denise Duhamel’s “MY STRIP CLUB” by Aaron DeLee MY GRINDR after Denise Duhamel’s “MY STRIP CLUB“ In my Grindrthe guys show upbaring grinsand hard-boundbooks they nimbly fingeropen as bottles of roséand buttons on cardigans.When the conversation’s litthey lick their thumbsand flurry a fan of pages to favorite passages––they’re so poignant.They excitedly exclaimhow close they […]

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issue 33 Poetry

While sitting at the temple

by Meriden Vitale While sitting at the temple I’m reading a stirring obituary that ends with a warning. Jane isolated herself from her friends and eventually hung herself from the bookshelf in her apartment. The sister she hated got everything. Write a legally binding will to prevent this. Overheard: she was sharing her vulnerability. She […]

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issue 33 Poetry

Wife of Cain

by JaLeah Hedrick Wife of Cain Oh motherless thing, first of us to beerased. Not even Eve with her cloutcould keep your name in the Book.You wandered (an animal) into that exurbof Eden. How did they make you human first?Wash you in the water of heaven, rinse awaythe scent of earth, that you could be […]

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issue 33 Poetry

self-portrait without a mirror

by Esther Ra self-portrait without a mirror tears form small, glossy patches on the poolof my skirt   remind me how small is my sorrow after long stillness   my body hums   its tuneless& squeaking refrain  kiln-dried spruce pianoin need of touch   to make music   your mouthteaches me the shape of my own   measuresthe size of my yearn & the library    […]

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issue 33 Poetry

Directions

by Aysha Mahmood Directions Cling to me. Now, coil and squeeze, claw out my muscles,crunch out my bones, carve your name into my femur, digyour teeth deep into my thigh, make my skin sweat, foamat the mouth, growl and howl and devour – be rabid about it –rip out my nerves and swallow me whole, […]

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issue 33 Poetry

our mother a landscape

by Benjamin Favero our mother a landscape we stay to paint our mothera landscape her stretch marks tree trunks ash and chestnutclouds bellied over her hands creased with peaks we hopethey grow in perfect varicose vines draped from roots to ankledeep as her womb of salt brine her ribs flared to cliffs againsta crested tide […]

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issue 33 Poetry

Suburban Murmurs

by Matthew Williams Suburban Murmursa grandmother lifts her hands to catch the laughing child fields of orange poppies name our naked flanks running she plucks and eats the summer from bushes in the backyard tall as a robin my father stands at the roadside holding an unlit cigarette a woman hangs a white sheet in […]

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issue 33 Poetry

Eucharist

by Kenneth Chacon Eucharist I once knew a manwho met Godin a crater on the moon. He fed me the bonesof his fingers & told methe crown of the earth restedat my feet in the floor. The armies of mensharpen knives.They fasten armorto beasts, bladescurved to the exactnoose of a neighbor’s neck. I saw the […]

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issue 33 Poetry

SELF-PORTRAIT AS DAYDREAM

by Sophie Bebeau SELF-PORTRAIT AS DAYDREAM you’d like to fuck the pool boy        if you hada pool or a boy to clean it you’d like to be a middle-aged suburban Rapunzel wearing nothingbut a long Pepto pink satin robe feather trim   drool on your chintidal wave swoops of your Coke bottle hair surging forth to drownyour boredom  you’d […]

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Fiction issue 33

Marlboros at Sunset

by Tali Rose West Marlboros at Sunset I’ve started smoking again. Not a whole lot—I’m not a chain smoker or anything—but I like to have a reason to stand on my balcony overlooking the apartment pool and watch the sky. There’s this moment each day when the sun’s setting, just a second before the horrible […]

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Fiction issue 33

Transfusion

by A. Molotkov Transfusion 1. Sarah  The smell of rot is so pervasive it adheres to the inside of my nose and mouth. I force myself to ignore it.  Impossible. The horizon is interrupted by the red glow of forest fires. The other woman’s face, too, is tinted red. She’s walked with me for a […]

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Fiction issue 33

The Other Side of a Fourth-Place Medal

by Christa Rohrbach The Other Side of a Fourth-Place Medal You are 18 months old when your first hairs sprout. Your mother is ecstatic when she sees them: three tiny, fair, and thin little hairs that were somehow able to pierce through the smooth porcelain of your scalp. She thinks maybe you will stop being […]

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Fiction issue 33

The Doll

by Kris Norbraten They dragged the doll into the hot shower to get it back to life. Some semblance of life. It wasn’t exactly a doll or wasn’t supposed to be. It was supposed to be something more.  Randi’s bare feet squeaked on the acrylic shower bottom. She’d gotten herself wedged into the stall, no […]

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Creative Nonfiction issue 33

A Word Flows Between Us

by Vimla Sriram A Word Flows Between Us When the word Heathen barrels past the street and lands at my feet, I already know its intended for me even if it hangs unclaimed suspended like molecules of mist before the averted eyes of the regulars at the transit center.  * Among the more palatable meaning of Heathen […]

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Interview issue 33

Chen Chen on Queerness and on Queering the Narrative in “Your Emergency Contact Has Experienced an Emergency”

by Ellie Gomero Chen Chen is a writer, teacher and editor his second book, Your Emergency Contact Has Experienced an Emergency, is available from BOA Editions and Bloodaxe Books (UK). A finalist for a Brooklyn Public Library Book Prize and a best book of 2022 according to the Boston Globe, Electric Lit, NPR, and others, it has also been named […]

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Interview issue 33

Rudy Francisco on “Excuse Me as I Kiss the Sky,” Performance Poetry, and Accessibility

by Ellie Gomero Rudy Francisco is one of the most recognizable names in Spoken Word Poetry.  He was born, raised and still resides in San Diego, California. At the age of 21, Rudy completed his B.A in Psychology and decided to continue his education by pursuing a M.A in Organizational Studies. As an artist, Rudy Francisco is […]

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Creative Nonfiction

Bellows by Keith S. Wilson

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Not Homeless, Just Moving by Jan Beatty

I wasn’t homeless, just had my mattress in my ’69 Chevy, clothes underneath boxes in the trunk. Everyday stuff in the front-seat backpack. I moved 14 times that year, drinking and drugs but still working my waitress job. I was in motion. Driving, working, hoping to stay with a friend for a night, I was […]

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Dear T-shirt // Sincerely, Dashiki by Cortland Gilliam

I want you to see (me) Not past, nor through (me) Nor should you pretend (I look as you do) Nor will yourself into believing (I should) No, I want you to see (what’s here) I want your eyes to trace (the structure and dance of my lines the texture and humility their design) Heed […]

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Entering the ICU by Jessica Dubey

  The air tastes of                      spoiled milk                         a day ago something that              was safe           to drink            Its molecules lock onto my skin        follow me back to my hotel    climb into bed with me They resist             hot showers and rainstorms    I want     to crawl away I want      to live                 […]

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The Father by Johnna St. Cyr

In that wood they built their house. You can’t see the ocean but you can smell the tide. He remembers birch sap under his nails, and April’s light. Foundation, beams, paint. Maybe he wanted to be a painter once. Maybe he danced. Surely he stood in front of the mirror practicing his songs. This is […]

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Our Two Year Conversation in One Paragraph by Monika Zobel

Do everything you would do. Gone crazy in a fortune cookie. Every platitude held a poem. I wrote what cannot be read. Oh you missed it, time. Whole nights. Still need yesterday and forgot where it aches. May keep it real. You may be raining all day. Most of the sights were silent…I sang for your […]

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Leatherback by Kristin Entler

You are the only one of your kind who does not return home to nest, opting, instead, to venture wherever you feel like, beaching new pockets of earth. Maybe your instincts have misfired, a product of mutated genes gone wrong, your idea of home morphed, lost in the translation of generations. Maybe you are too […]

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Sex or Undergrown Parking Garage by Ellery Beck

Tomorrow, I’ll plant your post-       sun, bury you in concrete cracks and unlit skies, praying— you’ll bloom still. If you grow, you’ll need       water, but I’ve only known streams of white and yellow, of blur— traffic. Somehow, everyone has a you, a parked       somewhere, a firefly […]